Showing to Humbert Humbert (the narrator and main character in VN's novel Lolita, 1955) her house, Charlotte Haze (Lolita's mother) mentions her lilies:
Reluctantly I followed her downstairs again; then through the kitchen at the end of the hall, on the right side of the house - the side where also the dining room and the parlor were (under “my” room, on the left, there was nothing but a garage). In the kitchen, the Negro maid, a plump youngish woman, said, as she took her large glossy black purse from the knob of the door leading to the back porch: “I’ll go now, Mrs. Haze.” “Yes, Louise,” answered Mrs. Haze with a sigh. “I’ll settle with you Friday.” We passed on to a small pantry and entered the dining room, parallel to the parlor we had already admired. I noticed a white sock on the floor. With a deprecatory grunt, Mrs. Haze stooped without stopping and threw it into a closet next to the pantry. We cursorily inspected a mahogany table with a fruit vase in the middle, containing nothing but the still glistening stone of one plum. I groped for the timetable I had in my pocket and surreptitiously fished it out to look as soon as possible for a train. I was still walking behind Mrs. Haze though the dining room when, beyond it, there came a sudden burst of greenery “the piazza,” sang out my leader, and then, without the least warning, a blue sea-wave swelled under my heart and, from a mat in a pool of sun, half-naked, kneeling, turning about on her knees, there was my Riviera love peering at me over dark glasses.
It was the same child - the same frail, honey-hued shoulders, the same silky supple bare back, the same chestnut head of hair. A polka-dotted black kerchief tied around her chest hid from my aging ape eyes, but not from the gaze of young memory, the juvenile breasts I had fondled one immortal day. And, as if I were the fairy-tale nurse of some little princess (lost, kidnaped, discovered in gypsy rags through which her nakedness smiled at the king and his hounds), I recognized the tiny dark-brown mole on her side. With awe and delight (the king crying for joy, the trumpets blaring, the nurse drunk) I saw again her lovely indrawn abdomen where my southbound mouth had briefly paused; and those puerile hips on which I had kissed the crenulated imprint left by the band of her shorts - that last mad immortal day behind the “Roches Roses.” The twenty-five years I had lived since then, tapered to a palpitating point, and vanished.
I find it most difficult to express with adequate force that flash, that shiver, that impact of passionate recognition. In the course of the sun-shot moment that my glance slithered over the kneeling child (her eyes blinking over those stern dark spectacles - the little Herr Doktor who was to cure me of all my aches) while I passed by her in my adult disguise (a great big handsome hunk of movieland manhood), the vacuum of my soul managed to suck in every detail of her bright beauty, and these I checked against the features of my dead bride. A little later, of course, she, this nouvelle, this Lolita, my Lolita, was to eclipse completely her prototype. All I want to stress is that my discovery of her was a fatal consequence of that “princedom by the sea” in my tortured past. Everything between the two events was but a series of gropings and blunders, and false rudiments of joy. Everything they shared made one of them.
I have no illusions, however. My judges will regard all this as a piece of mummery on the part of a madman with a gross liking for the fruit vert. Au fond, a m’est bien égal. All I now is that while the Haze woman and I went down the steps into the breathless garden, my knees were like reflections of knees in rippling water, and my lips were like sand, and -
“That was my Lo,” she said, “and these are my lilies.”
“Yes,” I said, “yes. They are beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.” (1.10)
Lolita's mother, Charlotte Haze was born Charlotte Becker. Charlotte Becker was the maiden name of Charlotte Foeth, Afanasiy Fet's mother. At the beginning of his poem Alter ego (1878) Afanasiy Fet-Shenshin (a Russian poet, 1820-1892) compares the girl with whom he was in love as a young man to lileya (a lily):
Как лилея глядится в нагорный ручей,
Ты стояла над первою песней моей,
И была ли при этом победа, и чья,
У ручья ль от цветка, у цветка ль от ручья?
Ты душою младенческой всё поняла,
Что мне высказать тайная сила дала,
И хоть жизнь без тебя суждено мне влачить,
Но мы вместе с тобой, нас нельзя разлучить.
Та трава, что вдали на могиле твоей,
Здесь на сердце, чем старе оно, тем свежей,
И я знаю, взглянувши на звёзды порой,
Что взирали на них мы как боги с тобой.
У любви есть слова, те слова не умрут.
Нас с тобой ожидает особенный суд;
Он сумеет нас сразу в толпе различить,
И мы вместе придём, нас нельзя разлучить!
Like a lily that looks into the mountain stream,
You stood like my first ever song of my dream,
Was there a winner at that, and who won the scene,
The stream by the flower or the flower by the stream?
Your young little soul grasped all in some way,
All that magical power allowed me to say.
And though I am fated to live far from you,
Yet we are together - that's what we are due.
The grass that is growing on your burial place
Is here in my heart getting fresher with years.
At times as I look at the stars in the sky
I recall we would watch them like gods, you and I.
I know love has words that will not die away,
And I know we'll be tried in a special way..
The judges will know us at once in the crowd,
And we'll be together, can't be drawn apart!
(tr. Alec Vagapov)
A playwright and pornographer whom Humbert murders for abducting Lolita from the Elphinstone hospital, Clare Quilty is Humbert's alter ego. The girl to whom Fet's poem Alter ego is addressed, Maria Lazich died tragically in a fire. Humbert Humbert would have never met Lolita, if on the eve of his arrival in Ramsdale the fire had not destroyed McCoo's house:
Upon signing out, I cast around for some place in the New England countryside or sleepy small town (elms, white church) where I could spend a studious summer subsisting on a compact boxful of notes I had accumulated and bathing in some nearby lake. My work had begun to interest me again – I mean my scholarly exertions; the other thing, my active participation in my uncle’s posthumous perfumes, had by then been cut down to a minimum.
One of his former employees, the scion of a distinguished family, suggested I spend a few months in the residence of his impoverished cousins, a Mr. McCoo, retired, and his wife, who wanted to let their upper story where a late aunt had delicately dwelt. He said they had two little daughters, one a baby, the other a girl of twelve, and a beautiful garden, not far from a beautiful lake, and I said it sounded perfectly perfect.
I exchanged letters with these people, satisfying them I was housebroken, and spent a fantastic night on the train, imagining in all possible detail the enigmatic nymphet I would coach in French and fondle in Humbertish. Nobody met me at the toy station where I alighted with my new expensive bag, and nobody answered the telephone; eventually, however, a distraught McCoo in wet clothes turned up at the only hotel of green-and-pink Ramsdale with the news that his house had just burned down - possibly, owing to the synchronous conflagration that had been raging all night in my veins. His family, he said, had fled to a farm he owned, and had taken the car, but a friend of his wife’s, a grand person, Mrs. Haze of 342 Lawn Street, offered to accommodate me. A lady who lived opposite Mrs. Haze’s had lent McCoo her limousine, a marvelously old-fashioned, square-topped affair, manned by a cheerful Negro. Now, since the only reason for my coming at all had vanished, the aforesaid arrangement seemed preposterous. All right, his house would have to be completely rebuilt, so what? Had he not insured it sufficiently? I was angry, disappointed and bored, but being a polite European, could not refuse to be sent off to Lawn Street in that funeral car, feeling that otherwise McCoo would devise an even more elaborate means of getting rid of me. I saw him scamper away, and my chauffeur shook his head with a soft chuckle. En route, I swore to myself I would not dream of staying in Ramsdale under any circumstance but would fly that very day to the Bermudas or the Bahamas or the Blazes. Possibilities of sweetness on technicolor beaches had been trickling through my spine for some time before, and McCoo’s cousin had, in fact, sharply diverted that train of thought with his well-meaning but as it transpired now absolutely inane suggestion. (1.10)
When Humbert Humbert visits Lolita (now married to Dick Schiller and big with child) in Coalmont on September 23, 1952, she tells him that Duk Duk Ranch to which Quilty took her from the Elphinstone hospital had burned down to the ground:
“Sit down,” she said, audibly striking her flanks with her palms. I relapsed into the black rocker.
“So you betrayed me? Where did you go? Where is he now?”
She took from the mantelpiece a concave glossy snapshot. Old woman in white, stout, beaming, bowlegged, very short dress; old man in his shirtsleeves, drooping mustache, watch chain. Her in-laws. Living with Dick’s brother’s family in Juneau.
“Sure you don’t want to smoke?”
She was smoking herself. First time I saw her doing it. Streng verboten under Humbert the Terrible. Gracefully, in a blue mist, Charlotte Haze rose from her grave. I would find him through Uncle Ivory if she refused.
“Betrayed you? No.” She directed the dart of her cigarette, index rapidly tapping upon it, toward the hearth exactly as her mother used to do, and then, like her mother, oh my God, with her fingernail scratched and removed a fragment of cigarette paper from her underlip. No. She had not betrayed me. I was among friends. Edusa had warned her that Cue liked little girls, had been almost jailed once, in fact (nice fact), and he knew she knew. Yes… Elbow in palm, puff, smile, exhaled smoke, darting gesture. Waxing reminiscent. He saw - smiling - through everything and everybody, because he was not like me and her but a genius. A great guy. Full of fun. Had rocked with laughter when she confessed about me and her, and said he had thought so. It was quite safe, under the circumstances, to tell him…
Well, Cue - they all called him Cue.
Her camp five years ago. Curious coincidence… took her to a dude ranch about a day’s drive from Elephant (Elphinstone). Named? Oh, some silly name - Duk Duk Ranch - you know just plain silly - but it did not matter now, anyway, because the place had vanished and disintegrated. Really, she meant, I could not imagine how utterly lush that ranch was, she meant it had everything but everything, even an indoor waterfall. Did I remember the red-haired guy we (“we” was good) had once had some tennis with? Well, the place really belonged to Red’s brother, but he had turned it over to Cue for the summer. When Cue and she came, the others had them actually go through a coronation ceremony and then - a terrific ducking, as when you cross the Equator. You know.
Her eyes rolled in synthetic resignation.
“Go on, please.”
Well. The idea was he would take her in September to Hollywood and arrange a tryout for her, a bit part in the tennis-match scene of a movie picture based on a play of his - Golden Guts - and perhaps even have her double one of its sensational starlets on the Klieg-struck tennis court. Alas, it never came to that.
“Where is the hog now?”
He was not a hog. He was a great guy in many respects. But it was all drink and drugs. And, of course, he was a complete freak in sex matters, and his friends were his slaves. I just could not imagine (I, Humbert, could not imagine!) what they all did at Duk Duk Ranch. She refused to take part because she loved him, and he threw her out.
“What things?”
“Oh, weird, filthy, fancy things. I mean, he had two girls and tow boys, and three or four men, and the idea was for all of us to tangle in the nude while an old woman took movie pictures.” (Sade’s Justine was twelve at the start.)
“What things exactly?”
“Oh, things… Oh, I really I” - she uttered the “I” as a subdued cry while she listened to the source of the ache, and for lack of words spread the five fingers of her angularly up-and-down-moving hand. No, she gave it up, she refused to go into particulars with that baby inside her.
That made sense.
“It is of no importance now,” she said pounding a gray cushing with her fist and then lying back, belly up, on the divan. “Crazy things, filthy things. I said no, I’m just not going to [she used, in all insouciance really, a disgusting slang term which, in a literal French translation, would be souffler] your beastly boys, because I want only you. Well, he kicked me out.”
There was not much else to tell. That winter 1949, Fay and she had found jobs. For almost two years she hadoh, just drifted, oh, doing some restaurant work in small places, and then she had met Dick. No, she did not know where the other was. In New York, she guessed. Of course, he was so famous she would have found him at once if she had wanted. Fay had tried to get back to the Ranch - and it just was not there any more - it had burned to the ground, nothing remained, just a charred heap of rubbish. It was so strange, so strange. (2.29)
Holy Spirit (or Holy Ghost) in Russian is Svyatoy Dukh. Duk Duk Ranch that had burned to the ground makes one think of Dukhov den' (Whit Monday) and a conflagration mentioned by Fyodor Konstantinovich Godunov-Cherdyntsev in Zhizn' Chernyshevskogo ("The Life of Chernyshevski"), Part Four of VN's novel Dar ("The Gift," 1937):
А события шибко пошли той ветреной весной. Пожары! И вдруг, - на этом оранжево-черном фоне - видение: бегом, держась за шляпу, несется Достоевский: куда?
Духов день (28 мая 1862 г.), дует сильный ветер; пожар начался на Лиговке, а затем мазурики подожгли Апраксин Двор. Бежит Достоевский, мчатся пожарные, "и на окнах аптек в разноцветных шарах вверх ногами на миг отразились". А там, густой дым повалил через Фонтанку по направлению к Чернышеву переулку, откуда вскоре поднялся новый черный столб... Между тем Достоевский прибежал. Прибежал к сердцу черноты, к Чернышевскому, и стал истерически его умолять приостановить всё это. Тут занятны два момента: вера в адское могущество Николая Гавриловича и слухи о том, что поджоги велись по тому самому плану, который был составлен еще в 1849 году петрашевцами.
Events went very fast that windy spring. Fires broke out here and there. And suddenly—against this orange-and-black background—a vision. Running and holding on to his hat, Dostoevski sweeps by: where to?
Whit Monday (May 28, 1862), a strong wind is blowing; a conflagration has begun on the Ligovka and then the desperadoes set fire to the Apraxin Market. Dostoevski is running, firemen are galloping "and in pharmacy windows, in gaudy glass globes, upside down are in passing reflected" (as seen by Nekrasov). And over there, thick smoke billows over the Fontanka canal in the direction of Chernyshyov Street, where presently a new, black column arises…. Meanwhile Dostoevski has arrived. He has arrived at the heart of the blackness, at Chernyshevski's place, and starts to beg him hysterically to put a stop to all this. Two aspects are interesting here: the belief in Nikolay Gavrilovich's satanic powers, and the rumors that the arson was being carried out according to the same plan which the Petrashevskians had drawn up as early as 1849.
It seems that Humbert comes to Ramsdale and meets Dolores Haze on May 28, 1947. In razluchit' (draw apart), the last word in Fet's poem Alter ego, there is luch (ray, beam). In his poem Siyala noch. Lunoy byl polon sad ("A radiant night, a moonlit garden. Beams / lay at our feet," 1877) Fet mentions luchi (beams):
Сияла ночь. Луной был полон сад. Лежали
Лучи у наших ног в гостиной без огней.
Рояль был весь раскрыт, и струны в нем дрожали,
Как и сердца у нас за песнею твоей.
Ты пела до зари, в слезах изнемогая,
Что ты одна – любовь, что нет любви иной,
И так хотелось жить, чтоб, звука не роняя,
Тебя любить, обнять и плакать над тобой.
И много лет прошло, томительных и скучных,
И вот в тиши ночной твой голос слышу вновь,
И веет, как тогда, во вздохах этих звучных,
Что ты одна – вся жизнь, что ты одна – любовь,
Что нет обид судьбы и сердца жгучей муки,
А жизни нет конца, и цели нет иной,
Как только веровать в рыдающие звуки,
Тебя любить, обнять и плакать над тобой!
Humbert Humbert and his alter ego, Clare Quilty, seem to be one and the same person whose "real" name is John Ray, Jr. (the author of the foreword to Humbert's manuscript). On the other hand, Charlotte's lilies bring to mind Torgovka Liliy (Lilies' Woman), a character in Busch's philosophical tragedy mentioned by Fyodor in VN's novel The Gift:
«Здравствуйте, Федор Константинович, здравствуйте, дорогой», – крикнул поверх его головы, хотя уже пожимая ему руку, движущийся, протискивающийся, похожий на раскормленную черепаху адвокат – и уже приветствовал кого-то другого. Но вот поднялся со своего места Васильев и на мгновение опершись о столешницу легким прикосновением пальцев, свойственным приказчикам и ораторам, объявил собрание открытым. «Господин Буш, – добавил он, – прочтет нам свою новую, свою философскую трагедию».
Герман Иванович Буш, пожилой, застенчивый, крепкого сложения, симпатичный рижанин, похожий лицом на Бетховена, сел за столик ампир, гулко откашлялся, развернул рукопись; у него заметно дрожали руки и продолжали дрожать во все время чтения.
Уже в самом начале наметился путь беды. Курьезное произношение чтеца было несовместимо с темнотою смысла. Когда, еще в прологе, появился идущий по дороге Одинокий Спутник, Федор Константинович напрасно понадеялся, что это метафизический парадокс, а не предательский ляпсус. Начальник Городской Стражи, ходока не пропуская, несколько раз повторил, что он «наверно́е не пройдет». Городок был приморский (Спутник шел из Hinterland’a), и в нем пьянствовал экипаж греческого судна. Происходил такого рода разговор на Улице Греха:
Первая Проститутка
Все есть вода. Так говорит гость мой Фалес.
Вторая Проститутка
Все есть воздух, сказал мне юный Анаксимен.
Третья Проститутка
Все есть число. Мой лысый Пифагор не может ошибиться.
Четвертая Проститутка
Гераклит ласкает меня, шептая: все есть огонь.
Спутник (входит)
Все есть судьба.
Кроме того было два хора, из которых один каким-то образом представлял собой волну физика де Бройля и логику истории, а другой, хороший хор, с ним спорил. «Первый матрос, второй матрос, третий матрос», – нервным, с мокрыми краями, баском пересчитывал Буш беседующих лиц. Появились какие-то: Торговка Лилий, Торговка Фиалок и Торговка Разных Цветов. Вдруг что-то колыхнулось: в публике начались осыпи.
Вскоре установились силовые линии по разным направлениям через все просторное помещение, – связь между взглядами трех-четырех, потом пяти-шести, а там и десяти людей, что составляло почти четверть собрания. Кончеев медленно и осторожно взял с этажерки, у которой сидел, большую книгу (Федор Константинович заметил, что это альбом персидских миниатюр), и все так же медленно поворачивая ее то так, то сяк на коленях, начал ее тихо и близоруко рассматривать. У Чернышевской был удивленный и оскорбленный вид, но вследствие своей тайной этики, как-то связанной с памятью сына, она заставляла себя слушать. Буш читал быстро, его лоснящиеся скулы вращались, горела подковка в черном галстуке, а ноги под столиком стояли носками внутрь, – и чем глубже, сложнее и непонятнее становилась идиотская символика трагедии, тем ужаснее требовал выхода мучительно сдерживаемый, подземно-бьющийся клекот, и многие уже нагибались, боясь смотреть, и когда на площади начался Танец Масков, то вдруг кто-то – Гец – кашлянул, и вместе с кашлем вырвался какой-то добавочный вопль, и тогда Гец закрылся ладонями, а погодя из-за них опять появился, с бессмысленно ясным лицом и мокрой лысиной, между тем как на диване, за спиной Любови Марковны, Тамара просто легла и каталась в родовых муках, а лишенный прикрытия Федор Константинович обливался слезами, изнемогая от вынужденной беззвучности происходившего в нем. Внезапно Васильев так тяжко повернулся на стуле, что он неожиданно треснул, поддалась ножка, и Васильев рванулся, переменившись в лице, но не упал, – и это мало смешное происшествие явилось предлогом для какого-то звериного, ликующего взрыва, прервавшего чтение, и покуда Васильев переселялся на другой стул, Герман Иванович Буш, наморщив великолепный, но совершенно недоходный лоб, что-то в рукописи отмечал карандашиком, и среди облегченного затишья неизвестная дама еще отдельно простонала что-то, но уже Буш приступал к дальнейшему чтению:
Торговка Лилий
Ты сегодня чем-то огорчаешься, сестрица.
Торговка Разных Цветов
Да, мне гадалка сказала, что моя дочь выйдет замуж за вчерашнего прохожего.
Дочь
Ах, я даже его не заметила.
Торговка Лилий
И он не заметил ее.
«Слушайте, слушайте!» – вмешался хор, вроде как в английском парламенте.
Опять произошло небольшое движение: началось через всю комнату путешествие пустой папиросной коробочки, на которой толстый адвокат написал что-то, и все наблюдали за этапами ее пути, написано было, верно, что-то чрезвычайно смешное, но никто не читал, она честно шла из рук в руки, направляясь к Федору Константиновичу, и когда, наконец, добралась до него, то он прочел на ней: «Мне надо будет потом переговорить с вами о маленьком деле».
Последнее действие подходило к концу. Федора Константиновича незаметно покинул бог смеха, и он раздумчиво смотрел на блеск башмака. С парома на холодный берег. Правый жал больше левого. Кончеев, полуоткрыв рот, досматривал альбом. «Занавес», – воскликнул Буш с легким ударением на последнем слоге.
“Hello, hello, dear Fyodor Konstantinovich!” A fat lawyer who resembled an overfed turtle shouted this over Fyodor’s head, although already shaking his hand while pushing through the crowd, and by now he was already greeting someone else. Then Vasiliev rose from his seat and leaning lightly on the table for a moment with splayed fingers, in a position peculiar to shopkeepers and orators, announced that the meeting was opened. “Mr. Busch,” he added, “will now read us his new, philosophical tragedy.”
Herman Ivanovich Busch, an elderly, shy, solidly built, likable gentleman from Riga, with a head that looked like Beethoven’s, seated himself at the little Empire table, emitted a throaty rumble and unfolded his manuscript; his hands trembled perceptibly and continued to tremble throughout the reading.
From the very beginning it was apparent that the road led to disaster. The Rigan’s farcical accent and bizarre solecisms were incompatible with the obscurity of his meaning. When, already in the Prologue, there appeared a “Lone Companion” (odinokiy sputnik instead of odinokiy putnik, lone wayfarer) walking along that road, Fyodor still hoped against hope that this was a metaphysical paradox and not a traitorous lapsus. The Chief of the Town Guard, not admitting the traveler, repeated several times that he “would not pass definitely” (rhyming with “nightly”). The town was a coastal one (the lone companion was coming from the Hinterland) and the crew of a Greek vessel was carousing there. This conversation went on in the Street of Sin:
FIRST PROSTITUTE
All is water. That is what my client Thales says.
SECOND PROSTITUTE
All is air, young Anaximenes told me.
THIRD PROSTITUTE
All is number. My bald Pythagoras cannot be wrong.
FOURTH PROSTITUTE
Heraclitus caresses me whispering “All is fire.”
LONE COMPANION (enters)
All is fate.
There were also two choruses, one of which somehow managed to represent the de Broglie’s waves and the logic of history, while the other chorus, the good one, argued with it. “First Sailor, Second Sailor, Third Sailor,” continued Busch, enumerating the conversing characters in his nervous bass voice edged with moisture. There also appeared three flower vendors: a “Lilies’ Woman,” a “Violets’ Woman” and a “Woman of Different Flowers.” Suddenly something gave: little landslides began among the audience.
Before long, certain power lines formed in various directions all across the room—a network of exchanged glances between three or four, then five or six, then ten people, which represented a third of the gathering. Koncheyev slowly and carefully took a large volume from the bookshelf near which he was sitting (Fyodor noticed that it was an album of Persian miniatures), and just as slowly turning it this way and that in his lap, he began to glance through it with myopic eyes. Mme. Chernyshevski wore a surprised and hurt expression, but in keeping with her secret ethics, somehow tied up with the memory of her son, she was forcing herself to listen. Busch was reading rapidly, his glossy jowls gyrated, the horseshoe in his black tie sparkled, while beneath the table his feet stood pigeon-toed—and as the idiotic symbolism of the tragedy became ever deeper, more involved and less comprehensible, the painfully repressed, subterraneously raging hilarity more and more desperately needed an outlet, and many were already bending over, afraid to look, and when the Dance of the Maskers began in the square, someone—Getz it was—coughed, and together with the cough there issued a certain additional whoop, whereupon Getz covered his face with his hands and after a while emerged again with a senselessly bright countenance and humid, bald head, while on the couch Tamara had simply lain down and was rocking as if in the throes of labor, while Fyodor, who was deprived of protection, shed floods of tears, tortured by the forced noiselessness of what was going on inside him. Unexpectedly Vasiliev turned in his chair so ponderously that a leg collapsed with a crack and Vasiliev lurched forward with a changed expression, but did not fall, and this event, not funny in itself, served as a pretext for an elemental, orgiastic explosion to interrupt the reading, and while Vasiliev was transferring his bulk to another chair, Herman Ivanovich Busch, knitting his magnificent but quite unfruitful brow, jotted something on the manuscript with a pencil stub, and in the relieved calm an unidentified woman uttered something in a separate final moan, but Busch was already going on:
LILIES’ WOMAN
You’re all upset about something today, sister.
WOMAN OF DIFFERENT FLOWERS
Yes, the fortuneteller told me that my daughter would marry yesterday’s passerby.
DAUGHTER
Oh, I did not even notice him.
LILIES’ WOMAN
And he did not notice her.
“Hear, hear!” chimed in the Chorus, as in the British Parliament. Again there was a slight commotion: an empty cigarette box, on which the fat lawyer had written something, began a journey across the whole room, and everybody followed the stages of its trip; something extremely funny must have been written on it, but no one read it and it was passed dutifully from hand to hand, destined for Fyodor, and when it finally reached him, he read on it: Later I want to discuss a certain little affair with you .
The last act was nearing its conclusion. The god of laughter imperceptibly forsook Fyodor and he gazed meditatively at the shine of his shoe. Onto the cold shore from the ferry. The right one pinched more than the left. Koncheyev, his mouth half open, was leafing through the final pages of the album. “Zanaves [curtain],” exclaimed Busch, accenting the last syllable instead of the first. (Chapter One)